Saturday, 13 August 2011

No sympathy

I can write my own sad words
I don’t need yours
I am disgusting
My body is deteriorating
I am not beautiful
I am not special
I am no poetic or graceful
I have a fucking soul
That is full of empathy and compassion
I have fire it is entirely mine
And it is entirely invisible

Friday, 12 August 2011


If he’s meant for me and I meant for him,
let us be together through ijabkabul.
If we are not meant to be together,
Please avoid us from seeing one another.
If he’s the right person for me,
Let his iman be the one that I adores
And let him make my way easier to Jannah.
If he’s the wrong person for me,
Show him the right way so that he can lead others instead.

Ya Allah,
Jika dia benar si dia untuk ku,
tetapkanlah hati dan pendirian kami agar bersatu,
Jika dia bukan untuk ku,
permudahkan lah jalan untuk kami berpisah tanpa sengketa,
agar tiada siapa yang terluka.

Why Are Girlfriends Jealous?

The main reason most girls are jealous is low self-esteem, insecurities, and lack of trust. Anyone can experience jealousy. Maybe she had a bad experience with a past boyfriend. Perhaps he cheated on her and she was really hurt over it. That would certainly cause problems of self-esteem.

One main reason girls tend to get jealous is over other girls, particularly ex girlfriends. They are worried that other girls might have something that they do not. Your girlfriend may feel that you could find other girls prettier, funnier, or smarter than she is. She may also be wondering if you still have feelings for your ex. All of these thoughts will lead to the fear that she could lose you. 

*So boys.. do understands us.

Sunday, 7 August 2011

Dear you, yes you

Aidil Adha

Do teach me how to be strong before you go,

Teach me how to believe if you ever lie,

Teach me how to control my tears before I start to cry, 

And please.. 

teach me how to make you stay before , before you say good bye.

Do teach me all this pleaseee :')

And you know what dear,

I will make mistakes,

I will be the first to tell you I have flaws and I am not perfect.

But I will do the best to be the best girlfriend I could be and I will faithful and

Always put you after my family

And I am sorry sometimes I get a little jealous,

Thinking that someone else can make you happier than I could

I guess it’s my insecurities acting up,

Because I know I am not the prettiest, smartest or most fun and exciting girl.

But I do know that no matter how long and hard you look,

You will never find somebody that loves you..

Like I do. (:

Friday, 5 August 2011

Just For Today (:

Just for today, I will try to live through this day only, and not tackle my whole life problem at once. I can do something for twelve hours that would appal me if I felt that I had to keep it up for a lifetime.

Just for today, I will be happy. This assumes to be true what Abraham Lincoln said, that “most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be.”

Just for today, I will try to strengthen my mind. I will study. I will learn something useful. I will not be a mental loafer. I will read something that requires effort, thought and concentration.

Just for today, I will adjust myself to what is, and not try to adjust everything to my own desires. I will take my “luck” as it comes, and fit myself to it.

Just for today, I will exercise my soul in three ways: I will do somebody a good turn, and not get found out. I will do at least two things I don’t want to just for exercise. I will not show anyone that my feelings are hurt; they may be hurt, but today I will not show it

Just for today, I will be agreeable. I will look as well as I can, dress becomingly, talk low, act courteously, criticize not one bit, not find fault with anything and not try to improve or regulate anybody except myself.

Just for today, I will have a program. I may not follow it exactly, but I will have it. I will save myself from two pests: hurry and indecision.

Just for today, I will have a quiet half hour all by myself, and relax. During this half hour, sometime, I will try to get a better perspective of my life.

Just for today, I will be unafraid. Especially I will not be afraid to enjoy what is beautiful, and to believe that as I give to the world, so the world will give to me.

Thursday, 4 August 2011

Bersabarlah wahai hati :')

Bukan aku tak cinta.
cuma belum sampai masanya.
sabarlah wahai hati.
Insya Allah kesabaran itu akan diganjari.
namun aku tidak menolak.
aku sangat merindui kamu.
dan kamu.
namun maaf andai aku dilihat tidak mengambil tahu.
akan rasa hati kamu.
kerana aku tahu.
andai aku melayani rasa hati kamu dan aku.
ia hanya akan membinasakan kita.
kita. dan kita.
dan semestinya.
aku tidak mahu kamu binasa.
kerana aku sangat mencintai kamu.

Saat frust, ingat:
Sesungguhnya telah tercatat nama pasanganmu di Luh Mahfuz,
akan dihantar olehNya kepadamu bila dirimu telah bersedia…
Janganlah terlalu yakin bahawa kekasih yang kita ada itu adalah jodoh kita.
Buat apa membazir waktu “mencintai” seseorang yang belum tentu jodoh kita.
InsyaAllah kita akan memjumpai jodoh kita yang sesuai yang telah ditentukan oleh Allah swt.